3 more shifts and I am FINISHED my stint as a student (yippee!) ...Time to find a j-o-b! PS- it's Sunday Funday and I'm drunk off peach beer and vodka diet. Hip, hip, hooray!
xoxo
Monday, August 15, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Random Thoughts of Today
This is going to be a semi bi-polar post I'm sure. Lots of random thoughts whizzing around in my head and I would like to get them down STAT (like my health care lingo? haha)
1) I must remember to wear sunscreen. I am STILL nursing my sunburn from last weekend, gah.
2) Men are the enemy. Please, to all the gentlemen chatting me up lately- stay away. I am not dating, and also celibate, until further notice. Thanks.
3) Platinum blonde hair is far too expensive for a broke college kid to maintain. Get my roots touched up, or buy groceries? Decisions, decisions...
4) You always want what you can't have. It's annoying.
5) It's been far too long since I have been to a concert. Foo Fighters are in Vancouver in October and I am upset that I didn't have enough money to buy a ticket :(
6) I am OTC drug addict. I need nighttime cold medication to fall alseep at night, I think it's a problem.
7) I've got a dyslexic heart.
8) Be selfless, not selfish. Selfish people suck.
9) I am spending my 'summer vacation' in Medicine Hat, Alberta. Christ.
10) 'I Could Never Be Your Woman' by White Town is my favorite song this week. "Now I know your heart, I know your mind- you don't even know you're being unkind. So much for all your high brow Marxist ways, just use me up and then you walk away. Boy, you can't play me that way."
11) After watching Plant of the Apes: Rise of the Apes I am thoroughly convinced that apes could easily take over our world. Forget about Zombies- we need to worry about the fucking monkeys!
12) Cupcakes make things 100% better. Ok, maybe not 100% better, maybe 60%. But better none the less.
...and that is all.
xx
1) I must remember to wear sunscreen. I am STILL nursing my sunburn from last weekend, gah.
2) Men are the enemy. Please, to all the gentlemen chatting me up lately- stay away. I am not dating, and also celibate, until further notice. Thanks.
3) Platinum blonde hair is far too expensive for a broke college kid to maintain. Get my roots touched up, or buy groceries? Decisions, decisions...
4) You always want what you can't have. It's annoying.
5) It's been far too long since I have been to a concert. Foo Fighters are in Vancouver in October and I am upset that I didn't have enough money to buy a ticket :(
6) I am OTC drug addict. I need nighttime cold medication to fall alseep at night, I think it's a problem.
7) I've got a dyslexic heart.
8) Be selfless, not selfish. Selfish people suck.
9) I am spending my 'summer vacation' in Medicine Hat, Alberta. Christ.
10) 'I Could Never Be Your Woman' by White Town is my favorite song this week. "Now I know your heart, I know your mind- you don't even know you're being unkind. So much for all your high brow Marxist ways, just use me up and then you walk away. Boy, you can't play me that way."
11) After watching Plant of the Apes: Rise of the Apes I am thoroughly convinced that apes could easily take over our world. Forget about Zombies- we need to worry about the fucking monkeys!
12) Cupcakes make things 100% better. Ok, maybe not 100% better, maybe 60%. But better none the less.
...and that is all.
xx
Monday, August 8, 2011
It's All Fun & Games Until Someone Gets a Sunburn...
Greetings.
Today was a very interesting day: I spent the day with my father.
About a year ago we had a falling out, and he revealed some hurtful secrets about my family, and I never thought I would forgive him for it. After not seeing or speaking for a year I finally agreed to see him. We met for breakfast at Denny's which was good; conversation felt a bit forced but the tension was minimal. After that he invited me to go to his beach lot on the lake where the rest of my family was. It was beautiful day (32c), and I was off work so I agreed to meet him there.
I went home to grab my bathing suit and a towel and on the drive there I felt anxiety growing in me. What if things were awkward around everyone else? What if we all started fighting? Maybe it was too much too soon... I set the feelings aside and decided to just go for it- after all, what did I have to lose?
When I arrived I saw about 10 other members of my family and their friends there, once again I felt the anxiety building in me...
Things went surprisingly well.
I went out boating with my dad, step sister, neice, and nephew and the kids went tubing. I was somehow convinced to go on it (it has been years since I have) and actually had a really great time. Afterwards we all set out towels on the dock and layed in the sunshine. We had lunch, swan, chatted, and I napped. After spending a full day out there I said my goodbyes, gave hugs, and said that I hoped to see them soon.
I actually meant it.
I think that I have had a change of heart because of the time that I have put in working at the Hospice. You really begin to understand how short life is and how quickly things can change. Sure my 'dad' may never be the man that I want him to be, but I am going to try to accept him for who he is. I think it's possible that we may actually have a healthy relationship one day.
On a not so positive note... I am very sunburned. I put sunscreen on my face every day so my face isn't bad but EVERYTHING else is bright red. I should know better, I am a blonde hair, blue eyed, freckled gal- I NEED TO WEAR SUNSCREEN. Sigh.
xx
Today was a very interesting day: I spent the day with my father.
About a year ago we had a falling out, and he revealed some hurtful secrets about my family, and I never thought I would forgive him for it. After not seeing or speaking for a year I finally agreed to see him. We met for breakfast at Denny's which was good; conversation felt a bit forced but the tension was minimal. After that he invited me to go to his beach lot on the lake where the rest of my family was. It was beautiful day (32c), and I was off work so I agreed to meet him there.
I went home to grab my bathing suit and a towel and on the drive there I felt anxiety growing in me. What if things were awkward around everyone else? What if we all started fighting? Maybe it was too much too soon... I set the feelings aside and decided to just go for it- after all, what did I have to lose?
When I arrived I saw about 10 other members of my family and their friends there, once again I felt the anxiety building in me...
Things went surprisingly well.
I went out boating with my dad, step sister, neice, and nephew and the kids went tubing. I was somehow convinced to go on it (it has been years since I have) and actually had a really great time. Afterwards we all set out towels on the dock and layed in the sunshine. We had lunch, swan, chatted, and I napped. After spending a full day out there I said my goodbyes, gave hugs, and said that I hoped to see them soon.
I actually meant it.
I think that I have had a change of heart because of the time that I have put in working at the Hospice. You really begin to understand how short life is and how quickly things can change. Sure my 'dad' may never be the man that I want him to be, but I am going to try to accept him for who he is. I think it's possible that we may actually have a healthy relationship one day.
On a not so positive note... I am very sunburned. I put sunscreen on my face every day so my face isn't bad but EVERYTHING else is bright red. I should know better, I am a blonde hair, blue eyed, freckled gal- I NEED TO WEAR SUNSCREEN. Sigh.
xx
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| My sister and nephew |
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| Me, reliving my childhood on the tube |
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| Enjoying the hot, hot heat |
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| Mama duck and her babies |
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Take a Moment...
I love reading inspirational and positive thoughts. This was posted on Facebook and it really made me think- take a second to read it and reflect.
xo
If I had my life to live over...
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren’t there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have talked less and listened more.
I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television, and more while watching life.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn’t show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
There would have been more “I love you’s.” More “I’m sorry’s.”
But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute… look at it and really see it… live it… and never give it back.
Stop sweating the small stuff. Don’t worry about who doesn’t like you, who has more, or who’s doing what.
Instead, let’s cherish the relationships we have with those who DO love us.
Let’s think about what the universe blessed us with.
And what we are doing each day to promote ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally, as well as spiritually.
Life is too short to let it pass you by.
We only have one shot at this and then it’s gone.
I hope you all have a blessed day.
-Erma Bombeck
xo
If I had my life to live over...
I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren’t there for the day.
I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.
I would have talked less and listened more.
I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded.
I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.
I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.
I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.
I would have cried and laughed less while watching television, and more while watching life.
I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn’t show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.
There would have been more “I love you’s.” More “I’m sorry’s.”
But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute… look at it and really see it… live it… and never give it back.
Stop sweating the small stuff. Don’t worry about who doesn’t like you, who has more, or who’s doing what.
Instead, let’s cherish the relationships we have with those who DO love us.
Let’s think about what the universe blessed us with.
And what we are doing each day to promote ourselves mentally, physically, emotionally, as well as spiritually.
Life is too short to let it pass you by.
We only have one shot at this and then it’s gone.
I hope you all have a blessed day.
-Erma Bombeck
Monday, August 1, 2011
Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off
Greetings.
I have been a blog slacker, but once again I had a very busy week. I had two friends (Phil and Tom) from my hometown visit at different times this week. I had to show these gents' the crazy Kelowna way so needless to say I drank a copious amout of liquor. PLUS, it was long weekend, and it's the first NICE weekend we've had in over a month so I had to spend some time at the beach.
This post is about my current loves.
1. Pumped Up Kicks- Foster the People
I am so addicted to this song right now, I feel like I listen to it 100x a day. The rest of their stuff is really good too, ch-ch-check it out.
2. Dark Kiss Body Fragrance Mist (Bath and Body Works)
I adore this scent, it works amazing with my body chemistry and smells super sexy. Plus, it's only $12CDN so I can basically bathe in it. Rawr.
3. Strongbergs
Drink of the summer! I'll drink these like water on a hot day. It's Strongbow Cider with Lime or Raspberry Slush on top. Amazing.
4. 30 Day Shred
Lately I have been checking out different exercise DVDs because I am too cheap to renew my gym membership and miss all the fun classes... This is effing hard. I used 5lbs weights the first couple times but had to switch down to 3lb weights because I was struggling keeping good form. The workout is done with a 3-2-1 approach- 3 minutes strength, 2 minutes cardio, one minute abs. It's 30mins and I think I work harder in those 30mins than I do most day at the gym. I am loving this and I could see more definition in my body after doing this for 5 consecutive days. Love.
That is all for now <3
I have been a blog slacker, but once again I had a very busy week. I had two friends (Phil and Tom) from my hometown visit at different times this week. I had to show these gents' the crazy Kelowna way so needless to say I drank a copious amout of liquor. PLUS, it was long weekend, and it's the first NICE weekend we've had in over a month so I had to spend some time at the beach.
This post is about my current loves.
1. Pumped Up Kicks- Foster the People
I am so addicted to this song right now, I feel like I listen to it 100x a day. The rest of their stuff is really good too, ch-ch-check it out.
2. Dark Kiss Body Fragrance Mist (Bath and Body Works)
I adore this scent, it works amazing with my body chemistry and smells super sexy. Plus, it's only $12CDN so I can basically bathe in it. Rawr.
Drink of the summer! I'll drink these like water on a hot day. It's Strongbow Cider with Lime or Raspberry Slush on top. Amazing.
4. 30 Day Shred
Lately I have been checking out different exercise DVDs because I am too cheap to renew my gym membership and miss all the fun classes... This is effing hard. I used 5lbs weights the first couple times but had to switch down to 3lb weights because I was struggling keeping good form. The workout is done with a 3-2-1 approach- 3 minutes strength, 2 minutes cardio, one minute abs. It's 30mins and I think I work harder in those 30mins than I do most day at the gym. I am loving this and I could see more definition in my body after doing this for 5 consecutive days. Love.
That is all for now <3
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Oops...
Long time, no post. Wowzers.
So, 30 Day Challenge is still going but I have been SO BUSY with my final practicum that I haven't had time to focus on much else. I forgot what it was like to work full time, I've been a student too long!
In the last week (or so) I've moved a dead body and rode on a virtual rollercoaster. I plan to start my adventures again as soon as I have some spare time!
So, 30 Day Challenge is still going but I have been SO BUSY with my final practicum that I haven't had time to focus on much else. I forgot what it was like to work full time, I've been a student too long!
In the last week (or so) I've moved a dead body and rode on a virtual rollercoaster. I plan to start my adventures again as soon as I have some spare time!
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Hugs.
First day of my final practicum and it's amazing! I have no doubt that Nursing was the right career choice for me. I especially love the Palliative Care field because it epitomizes what Nursing should be: caring for people. You really get an opportunity to get to know the clients, and it's very humbling because they are in such a vulnerable state. My heart is filled with joy today.
In other news... it's partly sunny today- yay!
In other news... it's partly sunny today- yay!
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Day 11 & 12- Go to the Beach at Kalamalka Lake; Go See a Movie at a Theatre I Haven't Been To
Today has kind of been an off day. It's been raining and gloomy for almost a week now and it's really throwing my mood off- I am the sunshine girl... I NEED SUNSHINE!
For now I am going to try my best to find a job, save a bit of money, and do everything I can NOT to return to The Hat.
Now for the FUN STUFF! :)
I live in Kelowna so most of my beach time is spent around the Okanagan Lake. However, there is a gorgeous lake about 40 minutes away in Vernon called Kalamalka Lake and I have always wanted to check it out. My friend Larissa ended up coming to Vernon for a visit so yesterday I drove out there and we went down to the beach. The weather wasn't that great (rain, what else is new) but the beach is huge and gorgeous!
After the lake we did a bit of shopping and had a wonderful dinner. When we were leaving the restaurant we were greeted with the most amazing "double rainbow"- the picture from my iPhone does not do it justice!
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Day 12- Go See a Movie at a Theatre I Haven't Been To
Tonight I went and saw the final Harry Potter movie. I really enjoyed it, and happend to watch is at the oldest theatre in Kelowna, the Paramount. It's located right by the lake in downtown Kelowna, and from the outside it looks run down, but has a certain charm about it. I've always wanted to go see a movie there because I had heard it housed the largest screen in Kelowna, and also had huge, comfortable seats. Mission accomplished.
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Also, today I got a wake up call from my mother. As it sits right now I am completely broke. I ran out of Student Loan money a month or two ago so my family have been giving me an "allowance" (if you will) to help me with rent and such until I graduate. My program ends on August 19th and I have a national exam to write on September 14th. Right now I am finishing up my last practicum which consists of me working 40hrs a week on a days/evenings rotation (ending Aug. 19th). Anyways, I talked to my mom today and she said that I was on my own for rent after September. I write my exam September 14th, so I am not sure how I am supposed to find a job and get my first pay cheque in just over two weeks to pay rent for October 1st... I am going to try to find a part time job ASAP (anything just to save up some cash so I don't have to move back to Alberta- where I am from) but I am not sure who is going to work around my schedule when I am already working full time (and not getting paid for it, boo!) I really don't want to move back to the town I just moved from, that place is honestly toxic for my soul. I have really been considering Calgary because there is a A TON of work there, but I hate Calgary- haha. Sigh, maybe I will learn to love it. I just wanted to also mention that I am very thankful for what my family has done for me, I am not trying to come off as a spoiled brat (I am the furthest thing from, trust me) but it's frustrating because the last place in the WORLD I want to go is looking like the place I am going to end up. Boo.
For now I am going to try my best to find a job, save a bit of money, and do everything I can NOT to return to The Hat.
Day 11- Go to a Beach on Kalamalka Lake
I live in Kelowna so most of my beach time is spent around the Okanagan Lake. However, there is a gorgeous lake about 40 minutes away in Vernon called Kalamalka Lake and I have always wanted to check it out. My friend Larissa ended up coming to Vernon for a visit so yesterday I drove out there and we went down to the beach. The weather wasn't that great (rain, what else is new) but the beach is huge and gorgeous!
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| Kalamalka Lake, Vernon, BC |
Day 12- Go See a Movie at a Theatre I Haven't Been To
Tonight I went and saw the final Harry Potter movie. I really enjoyed it, and happend to watch is at the oldest theatre in Kelowna, the Paramount. It's located right by the lake in downtown Kelowna, and from the outside it looks run down, but has a certain charm about it. I've always wanted to go see a movie there because I had heard it housed the largest screen in Kelowna, and also had huge, comfortable seats. Mission accomplished.
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| Myself and Lord Voldemort |
Sunday, July 17, 2011
Day 10 - Drive a Standard
I've had my license for 8 years and have never learned how to drive a standard. It's been on my "to do" list for quite sometime now, and I am glad to say that I FINALLY DID IT! My good pal Taisia has a lovely boyfriend named Joel and he offered to take me out and give me the run down. We met at the empty mall parking lot and Joel moved over giving me the driver's seat. Honestly, I was so NERVOUS! I was sweating bombs, haha!
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Joel said that I did really well for my first time driving a standard which made me happy. I stalled it once at the very end but overall it was a success! Now I know that if there was an emergency situation I would be able to drive any vehicle... which is what I wanted. Yay me!
Wearing My Heart On My... T-Shirt?
I love my new t-shirt. The colour is great, and it's a nice, light material... perfect for summer. Plus I dig the quote on it: "Can't Explain Love." My only gripe is that because the material is so thin you can see my bra, but I guess I could layer a tank under it. Anyways, I got it at American Eagle. I don't usually shop there but they were having this crazy, super sale where almost everything in the store was marked down and then they had 35% off of the last ticketed price. The shirt ended up being like $6- SCORE! I know I will get a lot of wear out of it.
Day 8 & 9 - Eat Sea Salt Chocolate; Play "Things"
Day 8 - Eat Sea Salt Chocolate
It was 10pm and I was running short on time so I went to the grocery store down the street to hunt for some inspiration. I was craving something sweet so I started scanning the snack foods and came across the Sea Salt Chocolate... I have never consumed Sea Salt Chocolate. It was a $4 chocolate bar (gasp!) but I figured it would satisfy my need for a sinful treat. It was delicious dark chocolate, but I couldn't really pick up on any saltiness.
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Day 9- Play "Things"
Last night I went to a party and I really didn't know anyone there. Being in a group of 20+ strangers is a bit terrifying for me. I am generally friendly and outgoing, and make friends easily, but when I have 20 people's names to remember, and 20 people to make small talk with I get a bit intimidated. Thankfully I had a few Heineken before I got there and that took the edge off, haha. I saw a group gathered around the kitchen table playing a board game. Anyone who knows me know that I love board games, and I am slightly competitive, so I was all over that. The game is called "Things" (or "The Game of Things" or "Things in a Box") and it is HILARIOUS! You draw a card and it will say an awesome topic like "things your parents forgot to tell you" or "things you shouldn't do in the shower" then everyone (anonymously) writes their answer on a piece of paper. The answers are then read out loud and you have to guess who said what, and are awarded points if you are correct. It's the perfect party game, I totally want to purchase it!
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It was 10pm and I was running short on time so I went to the grocery store down the street to hunt for some inspiration. I was craving something sweet so I started scanning the snack foods and came across the Sea Salt Chocolate... I have never consumed Sea Salt Chocolate. It was a $4 chocolate bar (gasp!) but I figured it would satisfy my need for a sinful treat. It was delicious dark chocolate, but I couldn't really pick up on any saltiness.
Day 9- Play "Things"
Last night I went to a party and I really didn't know anyone there. Being in a group of 20+ strangers is a bit terrifying for me. I am generally friendly and outgoing, and make friends easily, but when I have 20 people's names to remember, and 20 people to make small talk with I get a bit intimidated. Thankfully I had a few Heineken before I got there and that took the edge off, haha. I saw a group gathered around the kitchen table playing a board game. Anyone who knows me know that I love board games, and I am slightly competitive, so I was all over that. The game is called "Things" (or "The Game of Things" or "Things in a Box") and it is HILARIOUS! You draw a card and it will say an awesome topic like "things your parents forgot to tell you" or "things you shouldn't do in the shower" then everyone (anonymously) writes their answer on a piece of paper. The answers are then read out loud and you have to guess who said what, and are awarded points if you are correct. It's the perfect party game, I totally want to purchase it!
Friday, July 15, 2011
Day 6 & 7- Climb a Mountain +Smoke Shisha; Drink Scotch
Day 6- Climb a Mountain + Smoke Shisha
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I've never drank scotch, which is quite surprising because I have ( at one time or another ) consumed almost ever liquor under the sun. To celebrate our last day of our acute care practicum, some classmates and I went to a local pub on the lake (Rose's) to enjoy some food and beverages. I know nothing about Scotch, but ordered it anyways, and asked the server to bring me something popular. She brought me Glenfiddich Special Reserve 12 Year. Oh, and I got it on the rocks- I felt bad ass.
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I've never climbed an entire mountain from the bottom to the very top. I have cheated before and drove halfway up to climb to the top, but I have never done the entire thing.
My friend Mark suggested that we go for a hike and climb Knox Mountain in Kelowna. Knox is a popular place for both hikers and bikers and has trails that will cater to most people's fitness ability. Mark is sort of an extremist, and also quite physically fit and active, so it didn't surprise me at all when he was taking me on trails where I was crawling up on my hands and knees trying my absolute best not to fall backwards and plummet to my death. I was swearing at him. I was dry heaving. I was covered in dirt. I was hating my life. I believe that I was actually called a 'Diva'- haha. However, I kept pushing and eventually made it to the top. It was one of the best feelings that I have felt in a long time.
So once Mark and I were at the top we strolled over to the kiosk to take a look at the view. Sitting there was an unshaven, shaggy haired lad who was wearing a plaid Grateful Dead shirt, and reading a book. After some small talk he unzipped his backpack and pulled out a hooka and asked us if we wanted to smoke shisha with him. SCORE! Another thing that I have never done! It was quite windy at the top of Knox, but we did manage to get it going, and the flavour was Coconut & Coca Cola- very random but quite delicious!
Day 7- Drink Scotch
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| Shelly, Moi, Jay |
Having never consumed scotch before I didn't know a thing about it, and don't have anything to compare it to. However, I thought it was OK and now I know that I can enjoy a glass of scotch when I go out with my faux-sophisticate friends. Would I drink it everyday?
Absolutely not. Am I glad that I tired it? Definitely.
Absolutely not. Am I glad that I tired it? Definitely.
Brandi's Manifesto
1) The only thing that stays the same is change. Try your best to roll with it.
2) Mistakes are important for growth, see them as a positive and learn from them.
3) If you need to cry, cry. For me, holding back tears is the worst feeling in the world.
4) Sometimes running away from your problems isn't a bad thing. Sometimes removing yourself from the environment that harboured the problem allows you to put things in perspective; running away does not make you weak.
5) We're all a little weird.
6) Always be open to trying new things. As cliched as it sounds, variety really is the spice of life.
7) What you put out into the world you get back- pay it forward.
8) People are born. People die.
9) When first meeting people offer a firm handshake and make eye contact. Always. No exceptions.
10) Give second chances, but never thirds.
11) Be kind to yourself.
12) Be a good friend, be there for them when they really need you.
13) You are responsible for your own feelings, others are not. You have a CHOICE in how you feel, so CHOOSE to feel good.
14) Spend money on experiences instead of possessions. Objects get old, broken, lost... memories last forever.
15) Be the first person to say sorry, but don't say it unless you actually mean it.
16) If you wake up in the morning and say to yourself "today will be a good day," it will be a good day.
2) Mistakes are important for growth, see them as a positive and learn from them.
3) If you need to cry, cry. For me, holding back tears is the worst feeling in the world.
4) Sometimes running away from your problems isn't a bad thing. Sometimes removing yourself from the environment that harboured the problem allows you to put things in perspective; running away does not make you weak.
5) We're all a little weird.
6) Always be open to trying new things. As cliched as it sounds, variety really is the spice of life.
7) What you put out into the world you get back- pay it forward.
8) People are born. People die.
9) When first meeting people offer a firm handshake and make eye contact. Always. No exceptions.
10) Give second chances, but never thirds.
11) Be kind to yourself.
12) Be a good friend, be there for them when they really need you.
13) You are responsible for your own feelings, others are not. You have a CHOICE in how you feel, so CHOOSE to feel good.
14) Spend money on experiences instead of possessions. Objects get old, broken, lost... memories last forever.
15) Be the first person to say sorry, but don't say it unless you actually mean it.
16) If you wake up in the morning and say to yourself "today will be a good day," it will be a good day.
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Day 5- Pull a Hemovac
Today during practicum at the hospital I got to do something I have never done before: Pull out a hemovac!
Hemovac: A catheter (drain) that is inserted into a surgical wound and is used to suction out fluids, such a blood. It can be inserted fairly deep into the body- the one I pulled out today was probably out 15"... Pretty exciting, I love getting the chance to utilize my skills at the hospital! It is probably one of the easiest things I have ever done, you just pull it in one fluid motion and then apply pressure to the place it's removed from (this will stop the bleeding) - here is what a hemovac looks like... so cool, haha!
Photos Courtesy of http://bevnscott.blogspot.com
Hemovac: A catheter (drain) that is inserted into a surgical wound and is used to suction out fluids, such a blood. It can be inserted fairly deep into the body- the one I pulled out today was probably out 15"... Pretty exciting, I love getting the chance to utilize my skills at the hospital! It is probably one of the easiest things I have ever done, you just pull it in one fluid motion and then apply pressure to the place it's removed from (this will stop the bleeding) - here is what a hemovac looks like... so cool, haha!
Photos Courtesy of http://bevnscott.blogspot.com
Monday, July 11, 2011
Day 4- Wear Hot Pink Lipstick
Although I have owned hot pink lipstick for some time I have never actually worn it. When I go out and get dressed up I always like to put more emphasis on my eyes, so I usually opt for a nude lip... Today I decided to bust out the hottest pink I owned and here is the result:
I think I might like it.
The colour is Fuchsia Fusion by Revlon and I bought it at Walmart for super-duper cheap.
I think I might like it.
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Days 2 & 3- Take a Pic in a Bikini, Post It on Facebook + Drink a Whiskey Sour
Day Two: Take a Picture In a Bikini. Post it on Facebook.
So I decided to do something that I never, ever imagined that I would have the courage to do: take a picture of myself in a bikini and post it on Facebook for hundreds to see.
For some this may not seem like a big deal, but for me it is. For most of my life I have stuggled with self confidence at honestly believed that I was ugly and disgusting because I wasn't a size two. No matter what my friends or family said I felt repulsive.
That all changed about a year ago.
I don't know if it's because I am getting older, or just growing more comfortable in my skin, but I stopped obsessing. I stopped looking at myself in such a negative way and started to see myself as others did: smart, funny, kind, beautiful.
Now I know that I am not what society would consider as "sexy" but I feel sexy, and I feel good about myself. Sure some days I dislike my body and wish I had Beyonce's abs (damn!) but as soon as I start doing that I STOP MYSELF.
Self hate is NOT OK, and women are especially horrible to themselves. Posting this is taking everything I have in me, but I really want everyone to know that they are so much more than the size tag on their dress. Don't let society or ignorant people determine how you feel about yourself, please. You are amazing, you are beautiful.
Day 3: Drink a Whiskey Sour
I never drink whiskey, but this is my new favorite drink. Delicious!
So I decided to do something that I never, ever imagined that I would have the courage to do: take a picture of myself in a bikini and post it on Facebook for hundreds to see.
For some this may not seem like a big deal, but for me it is. For most of my life I have stuggled with self confidence at honestly believed that I was ugly and disgusting because I wasn't a size two. No matter what my friends or family said I felt repulsive.
That all changed about a year ago.
I don't know if it's because I am getting older, or just growing more comfortable in my skin, but I stopped obsessing. I stopped looking at myself in such a negative way and started to see myself as others did: smart, funny, kind, beautiful.
Now I know that I am not what society would consider as "sexy" but I feel sexy, and I feel good about myself. Sure some days I dislike my body and wish I had Beyonce's abs (damn!) but as soon as I start doing that I STOP MYSELF.
Self hate is NOT OK, and women are especially horrible to themselves. Posting this is taking everything I have in me, but I really want everyone to know that they are so much more than the size tag on their dress. Don't let society or ignorant people determine how you feel about yourself, please. You are amazing, you are beautiful.
Day 3: Drink a Whiskey Sour
I never drink whiskey, but this is my new favorite drink. Delicious!
Friday, July 8, 2011
Day 1 of The 30 Day Challenge- Paint a Picture
I've decided that I am going to take one some time off dating. Thinking back to the last 6 years of my life (ah, the early 20s- the glory years) I haven't spent much time alone. Maybe a month or two here or there but that's it. Pathetic, hey? I have gotten so used to being 'with' someone that I have horrible issues doing things by myself, awful!
Also, I've decided that I am going to do my own "30 Day Challenge." I feel like I am in a funk lately and really need to find a hobby so my plan is each day for the next month I am going to do one thing that I have never done before (or perhaps haven't done in a really long time)- just something outside of my normal routine... FUN!
Today, Friday July 8th, I decided to paint. After I was done my practicum shift at the hospital I came home with full intentions of taking a nap (I hate getting up at 5am, and by early afternoon I am totally beat). However, I spent so much of the last week sleeping (I was sick, and feeling sorry for myself) that I really didn't want to waste a Friday afternoon sleeping. I decided to paint. I haven't painted since I was about 14. I was never really great at it, but I did take Art in school for easy credits and remembered enjoying it. I drove over to Michael's and picked up my supplies. This is what I came up with:
So it's a tree.... with a quote by Keats. I am quite fond of Keats and have been since my high school English Literature class. Actually, I am quite fond of any of the poets from the Romantic era. Anyways...
I guess I am sort of proud of it, I mean I know it's off centre... and the font is sort of fucked up... but I did it. Also, my friend Jolene said that she wanted it to hang in her apartment and that sort of made me feel good. To be honest it probably just would have ended up in my storage bin, so knowing that she wants to put it up makes me happy.
So, that's what I did today: painted.
I enjoyed it but I can't see it being something I would do that often, my ADHD is far too bad to sit there and paint. That stupid picture took me HOURS and you'd never be able to tell...
On to day two tomorrow!
Also, I've decided that I am going to do my own "30 Day Challenge." I feel like I am in a funk lately and really need to find a hobby so my plan is each day for the next month I am going to do one thing that I have never done before (or perhaps haven't done in a really long time)- just something outside of my normal routine... FUN!
Today, Friday July 8th, I decided to paint. After I was done my practicum shift at the hospital I came home with full intentions of taking a nap (I hate getting up at 5am, and by early afternoon I am totally beat). However, I spent so much of the last week sleeping (I was sick, and feeling sorry for myself) that I really didn't want to waste a Friday afternoon sleeping. I decided to paint. I haven't painted since I was about 14. I was never really great at it, but I did take Art in school for easy credits and remembered enjoying it. I drove over to Michael's and picked up my supplies. This is what I came up with:
So it's a tree.... with a quote by Keats. I am quite fond of Keats and have been since my high school English Literature class. Actually, I am quite fond of any of the poets from the Romantic era. Anyways...
I guess I am sort of proud of it, I mean I know it's off centre... and the font is sort of fucked up... but I did it. Also, my friend Jolene said that she wanted it to hang in her apartment and that sort of made me feel good. To be honest it probably just would have ended up in my storage bin, so knowing that she wants to put it up makes me happy.
So, that's what I did today: painted.
I enjoyed it but I can't see it being something I would do that often, my ADHD is far too bad to sit there and paint. That stupid picture took me HOURS and you'd never be able to tell...
On to day two tomorrow!
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
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