So I decided to do something that I never, ever imagined that I would have the courage to do: take a picture of myself in a bikini and post it on Facebook for hundreds to see.
For some this may not seem like a big deal, but for me it is. For most of my life I have stuggled with self confidence at honestly believed that I was ugly and disgusting because I wasn't a size two. No matter what my friends or family said I felt repulsive.
That all changed about a year ago.
I don't know if it's because I am getting older, or just growing more comfortable in my skin, but I stopped obsessing. I stopped looking at myself in such a negative way and started to see myself as others did: smart, funny, kind, beautiful.
Now I know that I am not what society would consider as "sexy" but I feel sexy, and I feel good about myself. Sure some days I dislike my body and wish I had Beyonce's abs (damn!) but as soon as I start doing that I STOP MYSELF.
Self hate is NOT OK, and women are especially horrible to themselves. Posting this is taking everything I have in me, but I really want everyone to know that they are so much more than the size tag on their dress. Don't let society or ignorant people determine how you feel about yourself, please. You are amazing, you are beautiful.
Day 3: Drink a Whiskey Sour
I never drink whiskey, but this is my new favorite drink. Delicious!
:) I consider you a friend and your right, self hate is the most awful thing out there. PS. your looking smoking hot too. can I buy you a whiskey sour?
ReplyDeleteConfidence is way sexier than anything. I don't care what size the girl is, if she OWNS it its HOT.
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